My Love

I feel very lost,
I don't know what to do,
The only thing I know,
Is I want to be with you.

I feel this heavy pressure,
To be someone I'm not,
I'm lost and so confused,
I wish that I were not.

At times things seem okay,
But then they go and change,
I want the world to stop,
So I can rearrange.

My life it isn't over,
In fact it's just begining,
But I don't understand,
Why I don't feel like I'm winning.

Marriage is one thing,
I know I want to do,
The other thing I'm sure of,
is I want it to be you.

You are my future,
Of that I am sure,
I want to give you children,
So innocent and pure.

I want to be a mom,
I want to hold them in my hands,
I want to be there when they cry,
And the first time they stand.

I know it'll be a while,
Before my dreams can come true,
But I want you to know,
That baby I love you.